Many years ago, I was married to a woman who led me into studies of theosophy, Madame Blavatsky and occultism.
Shortly after this new/old path had been shown to me, that marriage self-destructed and I took a long journey in a different direction. Ultimately, that new direction brought me to an encounter with the Holy Spirit of the Lord Jesus Christ.
Since that turning, over 40 years ago, my life has been continually renewed by the Holy Spirit of the Lord Jesus, who brought me very soon to a new way of living with a faithful wife and a peace that passes understanding as I approach my transition, Christ-guided into eternity and the Kingdom of Heaven.
I have never regretted that being born again.
I recommend to any truth-seeker, reading the four Gospels of Jesus to find a new and eternal path to Truth and Fulfillment.