I cannot decide whether I should cry or scream.

But anyway, thank you for sharing your inside perspective. I have no idea what to do about this situation, except to thank God that there are still citizens of the world such as yourself, who are willing to speak and write plainly about what is going on there.

Be careful not to fall into the the clutches of that same fascist beast that imprisoned, and later snuffed out, Dietrich Bonheoffer.